Thursday, March 09, 2006

ok yay guess what! all the summatives are over for this term! (: YOU KNOW WHAT I THINK. i think that term one is the most slack! omg and its already so unslack! the rest of the year will be more hectic. but never mind, its settling into my routine. i suppose i could squeeze in a few more hours of homework and mugging x).
ok lets see.. have i blogged about this? dont remember man. anyway math was pretty good i think. i improved quite a lot from last year. probably cuz mr ng totally rocks (: he's like the least boring math teacher i've ever had! yes he talks a lot about weird stuff but he is such a good teacher la. i still remember haha and chewchew. YES I STILL REMEMBER omg. and i remember failing algebra last year. so it was a pleasant surprise to find that i improved so much, PLUS, to realise that i could have been first in class (ok many ppl could've) if i hadn't made those stupid careless mistakes. so there. (: im proud of my achievement and i can't lie. xD haha!
and then there was english, then ss, then geog, then chinese and finally bio. i think geog and chinese and bio were pretty ok... its not like i will totally flunk out or something x). that kinda thing la.. but its not a good thing to be complacent. im worried for english and ss! k ss is new to me. totally nothing like primary school ss. and its something like history (YEUCH) but much worse. i had totally no idea what i was writing. D: oh and for english we had to correct mistakes. and we were supposed to correct 45 mistakes but i corrected 60. x( and some people say thats good but some people say its bad. so im not quite sure who to believe but i suppose i'll believe myself. and I THINK. well. i dunno. i just hope that it turns out ok. can you tell that im the type to worry a lot AFTER tests?? xD bad habit i've had since primary school. HMM YAH so i guess thats pretty much it.
oh yes. i would like to thank someone for their tremendous support. yes you've been so supportive and understanding.. im touched. and sorry people if i have been pms-ing cuz i know i have. well people make mistakes.. nobody's perfect...
today i was upset about something.. then i realised how trivial it was. i am sorry to those whom i've affected. it really is trivial. i should really try to be more optimistic, and follow my heart rather than listen to unreliable gossip. x(
and i realised that i should have more respect for.. something xD. i mean, opinions are meant to be offered, but there are boundaries. SO SAYS MY SS TEACHER. xDD so i shall shut my mouth about that issue from now on! xD gosh i am being so vague. well, touchy issues. i dont wanna end up in jail la!! haha.

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i will blog more often la. oyah happy birthday in advance yuwen and yanting! not like they'd read this. MUAHA!!! so actually i should have more privacy. budden i gotta self-censor la hor. yeah ok thats it for now. oh yes. swim carn tomorrow. i'd rather go home and sleep... xD

Be My Escape by Relient K
I've given up on giving up slowly
I'm blending in so you won’t even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention
It's my one last shot at redemption
Cause I know to live you must give your life away

And I've been housing all this doubt
and insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though there’s no way of knowing
Where to go
I promise I'm going because…

I gotta get out of here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get out of here
And I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I'm begging you to be my escape

I've given up on doing this alone now
Guess I failed and I'm ready to be shown out
You told me the way and now I'm trying to get there
And this life sentence that I'm serving
I admit that I'm every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I've been housing all this doubt
and insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though there’s no way of knowing
Where to go
I promise I'm going because…

I gotta get out of here
Cause I'm afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake (yeah)
I gotta get out of here
And I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I'm begging you to be my escape

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self-detained and forced to live in this mess I've made
And all I'm asking is for you to do what you can with me
But I can't ask you to give what you already gave.

Cause I've been housing all this doubt
and insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
That might be the death of me
And even though there's no way of knowing
Where to go
I promise I'm going because…

I gotta get out of here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get out of here
And I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I'm begging you to be my escape

I fought you for so long
I should have let you in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin (oh)
But so were you
So were you

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